Some Emotional Support Is Needed

I am Sunil from Mumbai. I am 28 yr old and married. This incident happened last Sunday. Mere dost Rakesh ki shaadi around 3 saal pehle hui. They are a very nice couple. Anita achi ladki h. Chanchal si, natkhat si. Rakesh and myself were like brothers so even Anita was a good friend.

After 2 years of their marriage, that is last year, they planned for a child. However, it wasn’t working properly. They were not able to get results. Dhire dhire unke bich tensions hone lge. Rakesh depressed rehne lga. They even had fights often. They both use to talk to me about the situation.

Last week bhi unke bich kuch fight hui. Rakesh depressed rehta tha. Anita is a strong girl. But Rakesh ka halat usse dekha nhi jata. Wo mujhe bolti rakesh ko samjhane. Me rakesh ko samjhata bhi tha. But I can’t understand his situation too.

Yehi reason se last Sunday me aur Anita mile. We went to Juhu chowpatty. Thandi hawa, koi shor saraba nhi. We walked little ahead to be separated from the crowd. Thoda aage jake kuch trees the. We decided to sit under the tree. I pushed my back on the trunk and sat, while Anita sat on my left.

Anita: Sunil, samaj nhi aata kya kru. Rakesh itna tension me rehta h. Mujhe darr lagne lag jata h

Me: Haan yaar. Mujhe bhi nhi samaj aata h.

She was sad. Almost on the verge of crying. So, I put my left hand across her shoulder and she leaned on my shoulder. I held her gently and kissed above her ear, on her head. I feel a kiss on head is a sign of care and I really cared for both of them.

Me: Tension mat le yaar.. kuch acha hi hoga. Medical report bhi to dono ki normal aai h.
She: I wish. Par kab? Aur kitna wait karna padega?

While saying so, tears dropped from her eye. Usne apna muh mere chest pe dba diya, hiding her tear. While she kept her hand on my chest. I held her hand tightly and tried to console her. Me soch rha tha uska maan kese halka kru. Life is so unfair. I thought of changing topic.
Me: Yaar, royegi to mascara kharab ho jayega na?
Wo thoda sa hasi: mene mascara nhi lgaya h.
Me: sach me. Fir itni khubsurat kese lag rhi h?

She: tune chasma nhi lgaya h. Isliye bol rha h
Me: may be. Kal hi doctor ke pas jaunga check up karwane.
She laughed a little and I kissed on her forehead. She kept her head on my chest, while I held her in my arms, hugging each other.
She: tum log try nhi kar rhe bache ke liye.
Me: Na, abhi 1 saal aur h. thoda to mza karne de life me. Uske baad to sab masti band.
She: abhi se try karna start kroge to kuch mahine baad result aayega. Don’t take chances.

Me: Don’t worry, acha hi hoga. Mera bhi aur tera bhi.
And then I realized. Last 2 word nhi bolna chahiye tha. She got sad against. I was desperately thinking of a line to cheer her before she starts crying again.
Me: kitne pyar se pakda h tune. Itne pyar se to meri wife bhi nhi pakadti.
She: rehne de. She is such a lucky girl. Itna caring and lovingly husband mila h.

Me: tujhe hi lgta h. usse to nhi lgta.
She: kuch bhi. Sab dikhta h. Tere jesa husband milega to ladki ki life hi complete ho jayegi.
Me: Ab tu aesi baatein kregi to fir mera bhi maan hoga…
She: Kya maan hoga?
Me: kuch nhi

She raised her face from my chest and looked in my eyes.
She: bol bhi de. Maan me mat rakh
Me: kuch nhi. Aese hi.
She: Bol bindas. Kisi ko nhi btaungi. Darr mach.

Me: tera dhyan rakhu. Rakesh jitna nhi rakh pata, usse kahi jyada. Tujhe hamesha khus rakhu. Tere hothon se kabhi hasi jani nhi chahiye. Saying that, I was looking at her lips. They were so beautiful.
She whispered: To roka kisne h tujhe?
I kept a hand on her face. Looked at her eyes.
Me: Kisi ne nhi

And then I slowly took my face near to her face and kissed her lips gently. Then I looked in her eyes. Uski aankho me kuch alag hi chamak thi. Wo sad nhi thi ab. Na hi ro rhi thi.
With my left arm around her, I pulled her closer to me and kissed her deeply with my right hand on her stomach.

While kissing, as if automatically, my right hand started crawling upward and went on her boob and I held her gently and squeezed it.
And we broke kiss. Beach me jyada possible nhi hota. Log jo hote h aas pas. Although wahan pe andhera tha so we did this much.
She was still sitting close to me, with my hand around her waist.
She: Radha (my wife) is so lucky. She has your love.
Me: Tu bhi lucky h na. Me tere sath bhi hu.

She: haan par usko jab chahiye, jo chahiye, sab milta h.
Me: Don’t worry meri jaan, tujhe bhi sab milega. Kabhi tujhe upset nhi hone dunga. Hamehsa khus rakhunga.
Saying so, I gently kissed on her lips. She held me tightly. I held her too. We hugged for a moment.
Me: maan to ho rha h tujhe aur pyar kru.

She: matlab?
I pulled her closer to me, aur neck ke yahan se uski kurti pakdi and thoda sa pull kiya, aur andar dekhne ka act kar ke bola “”thoda aur pyar karna h””.
She laughed and lightly slapped on my face and said: Hatt, besharam.
Me: isme besharmi kya h. Itni khubsurat ladki meri bahon me h. mood nhi hoga kya.

She: Oye majnu, control kar. Jagah bhi to dekh kahan h hum log. Plus give me some time.
She was right. Aaj hamara first day h. She needs time to be mentally ready. I respect that. I never force anyone into anything and this was a big step for her.
Me: Ha, I can understand. Utna hi krenge jitna tu comfortable ho.
She: thanx. Par yahan?

Me: Pagal h kya. Let’s get inside the hotel.
She: konsa?
Me: yahan piche h.
She: Ramada Plaza?
Me: Yep baby
And we got up and walked towards the main entrance of the hotel.

Will continue the second half in next story.

Regards,
Sunil
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