My Life Experience Part – 1

Hi, I am a Malayali from Calicut. I am 26 years old. I don’t like to publish my name or personal information. I’m married to a 34-year-old businessman. He is a loving and caring person. He loves me a lot. But the only problem is that he is too much interested in sex.

Till my marriage, I have not seen any porn movies or visited any porn sites. My husband introduced me to these porn sites. He once showed me this iss site. So I thought I can share my problems without anybody knowing me. I cannot share my problems with people whom I know because it is too embarrassing and I don’t like to spoil my husband’s good name

As I told. I am married for 3 years. I completed my ba degree and after sometimes married the first person whose proposal the broker gave to my parents. He is very handsome. Good financial background. He runs a boutique in town and has other businesses such as real estate. At the first night itself, he told me that he is too much interested in sex and asked me to fulfill his wishes.

Without knowing the consequence, I promised that. He watches porn on a daily basis and tries everything he sees in it on me. Some things arouse me. He did every possible thing and anal sex as well. He even did bondage sex. He asks me to wear sexy dresses. Lately, he is seeing some exhibition type porns and is implementing it on me.

It started by taking video and photos of our sex sessions. Later he made me wear only panties and pose for his photos in outdoor at night. Then we had sex on our balcony in the day time. He orders some things online and asks me to open the door for the delivery man wearing bath towel. At first, I protested. But later I agreed. I did this 3 times and in the last time, he asked me to drop my towel. I didn’t do that. And he was angry. He punished me. All his punishments are sexual. Bondage, pinches on my nipple and slaps on my ass with a belt hard. Out of fear of getting hurt, I agreed to all his embarrassing things.

One day he brought me a tight white leggings and top. It is almost see through. He gave me black panties and black bra and asked me to wear it without a half kameez and took me to shopping in a supermarket. Everyone can understand that I am wearing a black panties and bra. I saw many people looking at me and commenting some things.

That day he had sex with me passionately. After each incident, he keeps on increasing the embarrassment. On the day at night, he came home with a red bikini panties and bra and asked me to wear it. I did it. He asked me to wear nighty and come with him in the car for a drive. I did so.

He started driving through the highway it was almost mid night. He stopped the car and asked me to remove the nighty. I did. He kissed me and asked me to get out and pose for him in the open road. I didn’t agree. But he pushed me out and locked the door. I was scared and I hide behind the car and asked him to open the door but he didn’t. I pleaded him to. But he told to pose for the photos then only he will open. Whenever a car passed by us, I hide behind the car and posed for his photos. He took more than 10 photos. This was the most dangerous thing he did

I used to go swimming in the pool. There are dressing rooms in the pool but he makes me wear the swim suit from home itself and drops me off at the pool. I had to walk through many persons wearing the swim suit. The suit has a tight banyan and shorts which are above the knee stitched together with a skirt.

Once he made me to pose nude in the front lawn of our apartment at night and we were almost caught by the security of the apartment but luckily escaped his sight and went to our home. We even had a sex session on the stairs of the apartment and so on.If I disagree to any one of his wishes, he will hurt me sexually by beating my ass with belts and canes and pinching my nipple.

Once he made me naked and put a clamp on my nipples and a dog tag in my neck and made me on four legs and walked me inside the house like a dog. He made me drink and eat like a dog. At times, he makes me very angry and I decide to leave him. But at many other times, he loves me and cares for me and my love for him grows higher. Despite his sexual aggressions, he is a very loving gentle man.

We had sex in an open pocket road at day time inside the car. Till now we didn’t get caught but I am very much scared. I like doing such things with him but he is taking it too much and this will spoil my name. There are much more embarrassing things he did to me at the native as well as we went for trips. I will share them later. But first you all should give me advice whether I should ask him to stop doing this or should I continue doing it

I don’t like everything he does. But I like some things. But exposing me in public I don’t like. But whenever he exposes me that night he makes love with me passionately. So to get the passionate sex I do his deeds.

I look forward to your advice on this matter. Please give only advice. Don’t consider it as an option for sex chat or any sort of such thing.